So from 5:00(or 4:30) to 7:30 I get to spend time with Owen. It's not enough. It's not fair. I'm not getting used to it. When I put him to bed tonight he wrapped his arms around my neck and snuggled into my neck and just hummed. When he got quiet I put him down in his crib like I do every night. Wide awake but sleepy. But tonight, he threw his giraffe wubbanub to the side and reached up for me and cried. I immediately lifted him up and hugged him. He sat back in my arms and pointed to his rocking chair. That's our new thing. We rock in his chair every night and hum songs together. Tonight he needed more rocking and more snuggling. I can't say no to that because 2 and a half hours a night is not enough.
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