Target Moms

First of all, being a substitute teacher is my favorite teaching gig so far. I get to walk into a classroom where the lessons are already planned. I just follow directions. And if I don't get through all the stuff...it's ok, I'm just a sub. Not to mention, subs are SO appreciated! I get thanked at least 5 times a day just for being there. Feels great to be needed. Also, I basically decide when I want to work and when I want to stay home. Today, I turned down 5 jobs to stay home. Our nanny (grandma) had a hair appointment and I'm kind of sick and my voice sounds like a sleepy man. Anyway, Owen and I went to Target around 2:30. As I wandered the aisles I saw new mom after new mom. Sleepy looking young women with their infant car seats tucked into their shopping carts. Pushing the carts so slowly and carefully so they don't wake their little munchkin. Wearing mismatched clothes because nothing fits. We all gave each other a friendly "mommy club" smile and continued on our little outing. Not long ago, I too pushed the cart way to slow, wandered like a zombie around the store with no plans to buy anything. But today, I had Owen snug in his carrier strapped to my chest. His wide eyes trying to see over the edge of the straps. I felt like a pro, I'd changed a poopy diaper and breastfed him in my car in the parking lot. I didn't schedule my shopping trip to be during a nap time but, he always falls asleep when I "wear" him. I'm getting better at this. I'm still a new mom, but I'm getting better. See you another day Target Momma's!